I have felt the ultimate sadness, i have cried so hard and for so long until finally i felt nothing!.
It was like a switch went off inside of me and i no longer cared, this happened in the blink of an eye.
I am empty, nor sadness nor happiness could be stirred i feel nothing.
I dont think about killing myself because i am already dead inside. I am not afraid to die nor am i scared of evil in the dark or the rapist around the corner.
My best friend is a murderer he murdered my best friend!
I asked for help and was turned away by my own kin!
I went for a ride on a flying dog though i was on the back while more important people rode up front.
The flying dogs name was life and i care not to pat him. though i did enjoy the ride until i was pushed off the back by other’s mounting!
Do not cry for me for i do not.
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whaaaaaaaaaaaaat happpeeeennneeddddddd …. mAaaAan (?) what happened? =\
don’t tell me this is still about the peanut butter
the peanut butter is gone and i want some, i wish i didnt throw it everywhere.
and no its not about the peanut butter that was actually friday night while i was drunk
Lol sounds like somehtin I’d do
ha
what’s wrong then? (if you don’t mind talking about it)
my bag of crack run out!! jj lol
seriously that was a joke
lol its sad when you gotta be serious about it
it is such a long story i dont think i have time to tell right now.
It doesn’t matter anyway, nothing matters anymore. My friend hung himself hes the 4th one iv lost in this town and now i cant cope and i think i need a therapist and i cant afford one and i cant kill myself cause seen the affects it has on everyone else and felt it so many times, iv had enough i just cant cry or care anymore.
i want to run away but i am stuck!
You need to get the hell out of that town… it’s slowly killin everyone off
its has the highest suicide rate per capita in Australia, not that im boasting lol
also the highest rate of paedophiles
i actually lie i did leave that town about 4 years ago but i only moved to the nearest town, no paedophiles here but which is great, there is too much money is the problem we cant earn like we can here but i cant handle the hours anymore i just want to be happy for on once i cant remember being happy
Jus be cool. You gotta make yourself happy. Take what doesn’t make you happy and get it the fuck out of your life. You not wanna be in Australia no more?
birdyful look up ‘intentional community’
Australia is the best country in the world and i am lucky, the problem is i work for my father and run his 3 very successful businesses and i just want to leave but i cant because my house isnt built yet and i owe him for free rent but i live in a share house with 7 adults and i work a 10 hour day and come home get my baby from day care cook everyone dinner and clean there shit up and i cannot cope my friends kill themselves and i hardly get time to mourn, i cant explain it it never sounds like i have anything to be sad about but i hate my family im not loved my brother earn twice as much as me and work half as hard. i have no life i hate myself i have gained 20 kilos and i just want to be free and i cant be
its a mining town x boy
wwhat a fucken useless sook i know
Everybodies leaving you. That ain’t cool. Where’s your moms if you don’t mind me askin?
ooo, dang, sounds, kinda of harsh? haha,, =\
what do u mean ‘ its a mining town ‘ =|
Stopping calling your shit useless. I’ve heard ten times worse and I’ve stories that are ten times better. You can only take so much before you fall. I can take people dying, shit like that don’t bother me, but I can’t take criticism too well.
We have massive multi million dollar companies here that mine the earth for iron ore so we can sell it to japan and buy it back in white good cause our government is so useless we have no manufacturing going on, anyway.
our state alone created 60 billion dollars worth of wealth for out entire country last year. my Fiance earn $2500 per week, though an average house to buy here cost $1000,000 to buy, We hava a caviate on our house and we have to stay here for 2 years after its bult in 6 months,
in six months i will be free of this hell hole and in my own home. i can kick my ***** mother in law out YESSS!
but i still have to work for my dad and look after a little boy i am going fucking nuts
You try talkin to your dad?
i knwo im just wining right got money got everything. i cant fucking cope i am seriously worried about my mentle health
i have tried to kill myself many times though now i never would because of dylan and dane though i sometimes get so bad that i just hide in the bathroom and cry for hours and hours until i have to cook every fucker dinner and wash their dishes,
im gonna shoot the place up i swear to god
haha yeah did u seriously call yourself uselesss??? , 10 hours a day, baby take care, cook for 7 adults and clean there shiet up …. if you’re useless than i’m ….. IM cRaaaAAzyYyy
yes i have spoken to my dad. nothing will change i just need to sell my house in 2 years and move away and say cheerio and never speak tro anyone again and just be free and live in a tree and eat figs and be happy
you are crazy your recruiting friends online hahahahah
Stop doin it then. Don’t cook dinner, make them make their damn meals. Make them wash their own damn dishes. All you should have to do is go to work and take care of your kid. Nothing else is your problem.
and my friends are dead and now im sad
i know but i need to do it for dane, he works even more housrs than me so its like what im doing doesnt count cause he does more.
Lol I’ve lived on a curb before, it ain’t too bad to be homeless, not if your single and don’t have an immediate family anyways.
sorry boys i gtg for a while im getting hypo. bbs much love
And all my friends are on deployment so I don’t got no one to chill wit no more
Be Eazy
yeah be eazy peazy
Lemon squeezy
slutty suzy
Angry Amy
fawk haha
PISS ASS!!!
suzan downerleg?
anyway my question is if everything is so good why am i such a fucken head case
Everything isn’t good. Your miserable. That shit ain’t cool
because …. you’re not living the life the way it is meant to be,
haha suzan downerleg ,,, i don’t get it but it sounds funny
It sounds a lil sexual
yeah like… suzan down on her legs or something
lol i was thinkin somethin different but thats funny
its oozing down her leg geez hahahahaha
lol i get it. Ha ***** pulled out!!!
oMG
o wao i see, niiice .. ha
Lol it’s perfectly normal, dude don’t want kids
if i dont do it me and my child live in filth and im just not cool with that !