A New Day

  November 5th, 2011 by Libby

Last night i called my friend and we were talking and i was saying how i didn’t wanna mess up for tomorrow and she read me a bible verse about starting over every day …….

“Don’t worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will bring its own worries”

(or something like that)


But anyways I thought well OK maybe that’s true, So i stopped worrying yesterday and did what i wanted and now I’m stuck with the consequences, I’m hungover and i have like 15 new cuts on my legs. They hurt so bad i cant really walk and now i realize, and i will keep realizing until they heal, that if you fuck up one day then whatever you did will stick with you for a long time, maybe a week, maybe a year. You never get a new day to start over on, just because you sleep it doesn’t erase everything you’ve done before, if you take a bottle of pills and everyone finds out, just because you sleep all of that wont go away, if you lose your best friend, just because you sleep you wont get her back.

It would be amazing if we could all wake up with a clean slate, forget everything we have done and be a new person, but that’s never going to happen and until it does we all get to live with our mistakes.

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