I have major anxiety issues, my job is stressing me out so much that I can’t think of anything else. I’m terrified of failing and disappointing people. God I’m only 22 years old and having a quarter life crisis.
I completed an accounting degree recently and now working as assistant. acc for a private company… been in for a couple of months and absolutely mentally exhausted beyond relief. Should’ve used my degree as TP because it’s done nothing to help me understand my job. It’s a small company so I can’t learn off anyone else, my boss is almost as clueless as me about the tasks that I find difficult. I’m stuck in a rut. My anxiety/depression/insomnia is not helping. I am seriously considering a career change but circumstances mean it’s not so easy.
I’m so f* retarded. Think I’m only using 2% of my cerebal functions…work, sleep, eat. I hardly have any energy to think up proper responses.
I am a f* retarded robot.
A f* retarded, mumbling robot.
Should be shot, really.
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I can totally relate to this. I often feel retarded too. People are always like “wtf are you talking about?” whenever I talk. The thing is not to worry about failure at all though because “There is no failure only feedback.” I have some questions though. . . : ) You seeing a therapist? On any meds? Sleeping disorder? Tried breathe right strips to go to bed with? These are all things that kind of help me, emphasis on kind of lol.
By your name, gonna take a stab… Australian? So, a career change might be feasible.. there is Austudy, HECS. My feeling is, if you’re only 22 and seem to hate your job, well maybe you should find something you’re more passionate about.
What about book keeping,it’s accounting but less stressful,and the money is good so I hear and you can work for yourself more easily,and worry about yourself not what
other people want you to do,cos all they care about is working you into the ground in order to make more profits for themselves