well for so long ive been wanting to just die and i thought suicide was the only solution to ending all my pain and misery. ive also started cutting again. but no matter how deep or how much i cut the pain never fades away i now know suicide/cutting isnt the answer to being “happy” again its something i need to work on in the inside i guess? i really dont know. anyways everyones telling me i need to be put on medication but i dont wanna have people saying more shit about me than they already do idk i feel like if the word got out that i started taking meds for depression people would be like oh shes this shes that i just dont need any of that in my life atm its already bad enough…. :/
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You take most depression meds once a day. If you are worried about people at school, they should never know if you just take your one pill before school.
alrighty thankss (:
We have to do what “we” have to do. The only way others would know about your meds is if you tell them.
@ caucajun32 yes we do . and yeah ik but my friend got put on them ans somehow people found out and she got teased about it so i guess im just paranoid. idk if thats the word im looking for lol