I am stuck in a world in which I can not leave
All the pressure is there but I just can’t end it
I have my own burden to bear
I have no real friends, my parents: they don’t care
I have no one in this world. Everything makes me want to leave.
So what’s my burden? Why can’t I leave?
My life is perfect. Everythings good.
I have two paretns who get along
I have a roof over my head and three meals a day
My grades are good
I’m good at sports and other things in general
So what’s making me wanting to go?
well honestly I don’t know
I have all this fucking good stuff and I don’t enjoy any of it
Everythings perfect for me and I can’t be happy
Why can’t I be happy?
No matter what people give me I can’t be happy
It’s not fair.
I just can’t ……….
I can’t fucking be happy
I hate my perfect life, but I can’t even leave it
I’m stuck here, in this stupid world
I hate it here, I want to leave now.
I want it to end.
This burden is too much.
I can’t live this upset, and broken down and just pretend to be ok
I have to leave
My burden is killing me…..
3 comments
I see no reason to be suicidal if everything is ok.
Maybe some outside skills like karate, kickboxing, try getting involved with some outreach groups, volunteer at a hospital, become a fireperson, etc. Help others.
Depression saps joy out of fun things. Take Warcraft 3 for example. That game used to be the best game ever, but now it’s boring for me. . .
Sounds like you’re going through depression and losing interest in hobbies or things that made you happy.
Go camping in an isolated place, it might make you appreciate the things you have.