I know I’m going to die some day
We all are
All that matters is how long till that day
I know I’m not gonna make a difference
None of us do
When we die the world still goes round
The clocks still tick
The sun still shines
I know I’m going to be remember
Few of us are
They have no reason to keep me in their hearts
They have no reason to miss me
They have no reason to remember me
I know I will be gone soon
Most of us will
I want to die
I want it to be over
I am pointless here
Why do I want do die?
My life sucks
Why does my life suck?
I’m a horrible person
Why am I a horrible person?
I’ve almost killed two people and I’m not thankful for anything
Why did I almost kill two people?
a.) I was trying to cut myself
b.) I’m a horrible person
Why do I cut myself?
I hate my life
Why do I hate my life?
No one needs me
Why doesn’t anyone need me?
Because I’m invisible
Why am I invisible?
Because No one care
Why doesn’t any one care?
Because no one wants me
No one loves me
No one needs me
No one care for me
I am Pointless
Everything I do is Pointless
Everything I do is Nothing
I am Nothing
7 comments
If you’re nothing, I’ll be nothing with you. If you and your life is pointless, then so is many of ours. If you’re a horrible person, we’ve all been there. If you’re invisible, you’re not right now, and you wont’ be on here. If no one cares about you, I’ll care, I’ll need you to help me to keep living, and I’ll love you like a best friend (no weirdness lol) I’ll have a reason to remember you, and to cry if you die, because you spoke out and wanted help. If there’s no one to help you, I will, and you won’t be alone. And if you need a best friend, or someone to understand all the shit life throws at you, I’ll be there for you, just please don’t die.
hey see Libby this is just what you have been asking for, a friend that wants to help you, and will need your help in return. 🙂
You answered one question wrong libby. There are people that care, I care, what am I doing here cares,13 vida cares, and so many others. You can talk to anyone of us, I’m here if you need too talk. You are worth something to someone, so smile. 🙂
I want some one I know to care. Some one I’ve grown up with to care like my parents. I want a friend who lives here and who can drive me around and help me. I want some one I know I can call when I’m crying so hard, when I’m drinking or cutting. I want some one to care about me who’s here. Here where I live and in flesh. I want a person, not on some damn suicidal hotline, or an AA one, not some one from a site for people with no friends. I want a friend. I want some one that knows me for me and likes me. But lets face it thats never going to happen
I understand.. I’m just on this site to try and help others. But I get it. You want someone in your personal reach.. Take a chance open up to your parents, every parents wants what’s best for their child, I’m sure u have a friend.. take a chance with them also let them know that u need them. Ask for help, there is nothin wrong with doing, I will continue to hope the best for u
I don’t have any friends. No one gives a damn about me, they wont listen for a minute if I tell them what’s wrong. My parents don’t want what’s best for me. Don’t hope for me. It is a waste of your time
Of course u have friends.. u said so in your other post I just read,i probably was suppose to see tht. Idk. But u said there are a few friends that press it (when u say you’re fine). If uhave ever pressed a friend on them being “okay”, then I’m guessin u know what it means..they care..this is is just advice soTake it if u will.. the ones who are pressin u, u should tell them what’s wrong.. they want to help… u can start by lettin them know u need them, and for them to not run away.. they may not understand at first, but they will be willing to help, knwing that u need them.. look I dnt wanna keep writing in the comments, but if u do wanna talk, yu can email me at maybe.ic.h@gmail.com k