Everyday I wake up wishing i didn’t, and every-night i regret my day. i dont have one friend, no one even trust me, everyday im like a ghost. i feel like i could disappear and no one would even notice. i dont make a difference in anything, heck, things would be better without me. everything i do i drag people back in, and all people do is yell at me. i cant get away from all this and i cant take another day of it. But its ok, i can do what i want, no one watches me, no one cares for me, ill leave this place and be Free. things will be better after im gone, for everyone. there lives will be Free of me, Free of an annoying, rude, self-centered, mean, hurtful, ugly, person. And atals i will be Free of pain, Free of suffering, and Free from life.
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Hey 1324, …….. maybe on the other side all the people that make the transition all have the same community and understand each other. Everyone is important to each other there.
I would be happy to spend eternity making friends on the other side of people which had so much pain here during life.
Everything is just conjecture as to if there is a different form of life after this on expires.
The only life after this is heaven or hell, and quite frankly im going to hell. But i dont think it can be that bad, it feels like nothing could be worse then whats right now. And nothing can be worse because i dont matter now and i wont after im gone and ill just spend more time suffering, id rather suffer in hell then here
nothing could’ve described my life better than what u wrote..y r ppl so inconsiderate?? why can’t a collg full of people see someone’s sitting all alone..is it that difficult to care?just spare 2mins and come and say hi..or ask to join them..what the fuck is so wrong wid ppl like us??
So many things are screwed up with people like us……but theres a lot of things screwed up with other people we just got stuck with the worst thing( in my opinion)
@libby yeah I guess one could see it that way too
You can look at it anyway you want, most people look at being suicidal as a mental thing and if you are suicidal then your heads screwed up but thats not true in anyway because no one is born suicidal. Its the things we experience that change us and its the people that think were weird and stupid and fucked up that make it worse