Fresh Cuts. Three. Across..not down..Want to die? No…not yet. Soon? Perhaps…I think of her..my love..see her pain,see her past..cant help..can’t fix..she smiles,yet sorrow holds her lips..she laughs,but cries underneath..”Are you Okay,hun?” “Yes..I’m fine.” No she isn’t…I don’t understand,she won’t let me..Hold back tears..can’t show weakness…Hang head..wait till she’s gone…Fresh cuts..Crimson Life..I worry..i’m scared..my love..somone help..
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i went through the same thing with my ex she was ok on the outside but she was just suffering i know exactly what you r going through i’m here to help…
It hurts..to see her come home, smiling…when i know she doesn’t want to..I wonder if she really loves me…its bad to..compare..but all the others..All i know is pain..i saw this blog..while i was searching..perhaps i might fit in..first time..ive done this type of thing..
i just got on 2 days ago and it really helps me…but i understand your situation… all you want to do is make her happy even though she has a hard life you just try to give her all love you have but it’s never enough no matter how hard you try you just want her pain to go away cause you love her so much and it kills you on the inside to the point where it just gets to be to much and you feel like you can’t go on anymore…
Shes home now..2 am..she will come in and..well i havent been able to figure it out..it always changes..i wish i could…
i believe things will get better…
That sentance..is so over used..just makes me laugh now..Its like..hurting someone over and over and you always say sorry…after a bit sorry is just a word and it means nothing…I want to believe that…its not her fault she does this..its habit..i suppose from all the others..She saw the post..my post,yours..Heh..
huh…
Im at a loss…
me too…
I think im going to make a post each day..most will probably be negative,knowing how things are going..but i think some will be good aswell…time will tell..
good for you… i’ve found it helps
I would hope..My other half isn’t too…happy with me. Says i need help.
we all need help…
She might leave me..Has to think about it she says…just now..if thats the case..i may not be back to blog anymore..
i almost killed myself when i found out my girlfriend who i loved and thought she loved me had become a prostitute she had a real job a nice house did good in school went and betrayed me
Im sorry to hear that…your around now..thats the good thing..
i guess but still wish i could die sometimes… but i think you can get through this
i hope so.
i hope so to
Plus two cuts..I feel so..bad i guess saying all this…makes me look like..i dont know…so pitiful..im scared to say what i feel on here,actualy..scared of what people will think..
nobody’s goin to judge you here and thats why we come here cause were free to tell our story without judgement
I wish i was able to talk to more people here..like you…on this blog..
if you just reach out a little others will reach back