I have had so many thoughts of suicide. I have cut myself and i have burned myself. I did that because it felt like i couldn’t talk to anyone because no one understood what i was going threw. I felt like that was my only way of getting my feelings and emotions out. I had so many problems at home and school and it has gotten way worse. Ever since my parents split up my family and i haven’t been the same. My mom and i constantly fight, I’m always in my room.A fight that i always have with my mom is that I’m not the daughter she wanted. I feel like my brothers don’t care about anything that i do. Lately i have been searching ways to kill myself but now i feel like i can finally let go of these little and big problems. I like writing and drawing sometimes my mom yells at me because she thinks the picture are disturbing when they’re not. I can finally talk about what i feel. And im glad i can. I’m glad i found this before i did something that i would regret.
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I’m glad you found this site also, its a good place to dump the emotions we keep inside.
A family break up usually throws a wrench into the mix, I’ll assume you and your brothers are all in your teens, well your brothers are dealing with this stuff too and have their own way of coping.
None of my siblings ever cared about me either, ………. I think that my expectations of them were more than nature had intended from them. I know I didn’t go around thinking about them either. I was in my own little world, wanting my life to end. I’m in my 50’s now.