Sometimes I wish I lived in the States… Not because I value their beliefs, or like their government… It’s illegal to own fire arms where I live. If I had a gun, I wouldn’t be writing this. I don’t have enough pills for an overdose, and children are playing outside in the snow, so I cannot jump off of my balcony. I just really wish I had a gun and one in the chamber… There is nothing worth living for in my life any more… nothing.
Scissorhands
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I just read all your posts. You chose your name well. I love Edward 😉 So don’t you dare die.
Guns are overrated. You’d be surprised how unsuccessful getting shot in the head is. Therapy is soooo much better, Eddie.
I have had weapons, handguns in the past. Only one brief period where I was suicidal and had a gun at the same time.
Gun oil tastes yucky, I mean I know what it tastes like to have a gun barrel inside my mouth.
Wally is corrrect about a surprizing number of people which survive a self inflicted head shot. Shot placement and the power and caliber all contribute to a death. Big Bore calibers with high power usually end life.
… Well, that explains the end of fight club. Always wondered how he could walk away after that.
75% of suicides in America are people which used guns. So guns do work very well and often.
There are only a few which survive a head shot, and that survival usually has massive physical damage, brain and or facial and nerve damage.
Most people which shoot themselves die.
There are photos on the web of head shots, they aren’t pretty at all. Some have a entrance wound and no exit wound. Some have massive areas of the skull blown outward, and tissue sprayed across the walls and ceiling.
If a family member will find the body, this isn’t a way that I would want them to see me. They will never ever forget what they saw.