How are you suppose to feel when your  “friends” turn their backs on you? When you don’t understand why people are talking behind your back and threatening you to your face…
   It all started the end of my 5th grade year. My “best friends” started picking on me and taunting me and saying they were gonna cut off my hair and push me down the stairs. I didn’t understand it. I thought maybe I had did something wrong. I would get kicked in the face on the bus and jumped in the kiddie closets. I was scared to tell because i really thought they were still my friends.
   Once summer break came I was beyond releaved to know that I would NEVER have to deal with something like that again; or so I thought. I entered middle school thinking i was the S**t. I thought everyone was going to like me and I was going to be “popular”. It didn’t happen till the second quarter when girls started to pick on me. I was being called fat, ugly, dumb *****. They said that they hope I die and that just drove me to my breaking point. I thought “What did i ever do to you to make you wanna say that?” Yeah i wasn’t the nicest person but i wasn’t a jerk either. They started slapping me and punching me and talking about me to the whole class. So oneday in class i just snapped. I took a sharp pencil and told my bestfriend that i just wanted to die right here and now and end the humiliation. If it wasn’t for my friends i really do think i would have taken my life. I prayed to God that he just make me stronger and show me that i didn’t have to listen to them and that i wasn’t all those things they said i was.
      As I thought about my future i realized something. I didn’t see not one of those girls in it. I figured out that this was gonna eventually pass me by and i would be able to move on. I knew if I killed myself then that would mean they win, and i would lose something that i would never get back…. My Life.
    If your reading this and you think “Well i’m not that strong and it will never stop.” Then your wrong. Those people have a problem and just can’t help but to make you feel bad. When they start to verbally insult just smile and think “Somebody loves me. God loves me. And i’m perfectly emperfect” You have to love yourself even if theres people giving you 10 million reasons not to. And if they’re physically harrasing you press charges and let them get what they deserve. =)
  My name is Codii Capreece. I’m 15 and my story is true. I no longer get bullied because girls finally realized i won’t let that stop me from reaching my dreams. If you wanna talk about ANYTHING you can message me on facebook ( www.facebook.com/CodiiCapreece ) or follow me on ( www.twitter.com/itsCapreece_ ) And remember God loves you. I love you =) Keep your head up and ignore the hate.!! Your life will get better if you just keep stron and talk to somebody, anybody you trust =) God Bless you
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Girls can be really mean to each other.
Yes we can but sometimes its to hide what we don’t want others to know about us. Its cruel but also true
That´s realy awful, when I started a new school in 4:th grade, I didn´t know anyone and I had (and still have) problem to make new friends. The girls probably wanted to be friends with me but I refused to be whith them. I already know how they where, mean, always teasing eatch oter, just like every one els. They did tease me if I said something wrong och had clothes that they didn´t like. I was alone that year. I stopt care about every thing, even school. Well I went to school, but I didn´t listen on the lessons. I was putted in a help group in math(beacuse I had hard with math already before I stopt care) and went there in a few month. Then I starting freaking out beacuse the teacher was idiotic. I was not the onley one in that group who felt that. The girl (who now is my best friend) started yell at the teatcher and I just wanted to laugh. Every time it fels like my friend left me, I think of 4:th grade and the school I went to before (no one realy liked me and just pretend to, but I have always know they hated me) A good thing is that I live in sweden and we don´t fight with oter people(Being swedish explains my bad english…) But I have always wanted a real fight so I trying to irritate people who don´t like me and trying to argument whit them, they are so silly so they just give upp and stops talk to me and to talk to someone els instead. Now I´m in 7:th grade and have a awesome life, if you had ask someone els…My life is boring, I need that little bit of hate. But I coulured my hair brown from blond( I had a kinda big argument about that in 6:th grade beacuse the most of the girls was blond and they wanted me to stay blond and I was like wtf I don´t want to listen or be like them), and I´m very tal + I have my best friend who are not afraid to argument with someone.. so they don´t track me at al., it´s probably so good, it´s patetic. But that part that they punched you and like said things to you… it make me so angry that I don´t know what to do! You have to seriusly fight back, If your not very brave, pretend to be, It have at least always workt for me, I would probably be afraid al the time if I wouldn´t act.
Sorry if it went kinda long, but I have hard to explain in a few words.
Thats the kind of attuide i have now. I don’t care what girls think or say about me. My life has been WAAAYYYY better since then and now i’m more than happy to stand up for myself and anyone else who needs it
You are amazing. Thank you for existing.
Thank you for that =).!! Your awesome and thank you for existing too =)