Insanity, Vanity, Hope and the End

  November 8th, 2011 by askredead

Over the weekend, I went to the loony bin. It was pretty mixed experience and I never want to have to go back. Anyway on getting discharged I received life-changing news – I will have the capacity to end my life painlessly and in a quick, covert fashion in around a week. I won’t say how, but the chances of this happening just went from about 25% to about 90%.

So with that knowledge, I kinda feel free and almost ready to live life again. It has actually brought me slightly up from my depression. It’s just really comforting to know that at any point in the future, if things get unbearable there actually is the option to end it. That said, the next few weeks are going to be very turbulent, so the chance of me going out is pretty high.

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