November 9th, 2011 by Digit

Being invisible isn’t how things are supposed to be. All I see when I look at myself and others is a bunch of sheep who are gonna die one day and none of it will have mattered. What’s the point? Wouldn’t things be easier without having to live? What do we do? We go to school and have to pick what we do for the rest of our lives, but I don’t want to go to school just so I can do the same thing for the rest of my life. There’s not enough time to go to school for everything I want to do. This shit is all fucked up. The way this world is, the people in it. I try to love everybody, but I get no love back. I know it’s wrong to think this way, but I want to just go to my high school and end my life in front of everybody. I want many other people to die with me and others to feel my pain and see the true flaws of this world. Why just let things go that can easily be fixed? I can’t decide whether it’s life I hate or the people around me that make life what it is.

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