Life isn’t fair, I’m sure we have all figured that out. What I think is the most unfair part, my whole life. It’s not fair how I have so many great things in my life and all I want is to die. I just broke the record for goals in a season in Field Hockey, I have a house, food, and clothing, an entire family, and I’m healthy. (physically healthy I mean, like I don’t have any diseases) I just wish that I could give my life to someone who wants to live and can’t, like some one with cancer. That would be fair. If all the suicidal people in the world had cancer than they would all die happy and everything would be ok. But lets face it that wont ever happen. I just wish there was a way to give all the good things I have in my life to some one who cares, some one who enjoys living. Then they would be happy, and i would be just a little bit less. And in the end everyone would win, everyone would get what they want. I would be nothing and some one would be something.
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Wanting to help people is a very admirable goal and deed. Have you ever thought of donating some things to charity? Or helping in a soup kitchain? It might help you with your depression to help others.
You said life is unfair but didn’t mention any past events that have made you so unhappy.
hmmm what’s made me so unhappy?……..i was abused by my x for about year, my x best friend tried to kill ended up in the hospital for a couple of days all because of me being a horrible person, I’m 15 and an alcoholic, my parents know about all this and wont get me counseling, and i have no friends so yeah, it sucks shit.