Lost and Forgotten

I’m not needed. No one in this world needs me. I’m nobody’s best friend, I’m no ones girlfriend. No one needs me, their lives are fine without me in them. No ones ever called me for help or asked me to hang out. I’m just and invisible passive person to people. I try to fit in I try to…….. be needed put I’m not. I’m unneeded and uncared for and….. damn no one fucking needs me around it’s best if i just go. no ones life will change with me gone, I’m a disappointment to my parents, I have no friends, no one will miss me, things will just be better without me around. people wont remember me. Why should then, I haven’t don’t any good to any one. I’m alone in this world so why shouldn’t I be alone dead. Every day is painful, to see how everyone around me is happy and how I’m not. It kills me to be unhappy and not enjoy living so why should I even live another day. I wish I could give all this up, to some one who deserves it. A good person, and one who actually wants to be here. Some one who looks forward to each and every day. Unlike me. I regret every moment of my life. and I shouldn’t live it anymore. It’s not worth it to me to suffer every day. I can’t wait till the day where I am lost to everyone. And forgotten. Well I mean that I already am forgotten. Well not really i was never remembered.