Why? Why must the person i know be gone from me. The aching feeling not being able to talk to him anymore. To laugh with him. To hug and smiile knowing i have him in my arms and we were destient to meet. Why god? Why take someone who met the world to me. Who met the world to everyone. Was this all just a plan? a trick? What could that possible be. I would cry out my tears knowing i cant get him back. That i have to wait till my time is up to be able to see him again. Although he didn’t believe in you. I believe that you would accpeted him for him. Even tho he told me when he was in the hospital that he didnt believe in you that would you take him just to see his father. To see the people who lost their lives. I knew i said yes. I know you would bring him in with you. Just every day thinking of him. Every song i play i feel aching pain of hurt and emotional troublesome. I just want him back. I want him back and keeping me lively. Did i do something wrong? Did i commited a sin that didnt please you? Well im sorry. I’m sorry that i didnt say it sooner. Thats all i want for christmas for my every birthday. Anything i just want him back, but i guess that wont happen. he is gone now and i cant have him back. If you havent notice i am in near tears. I just want him to know he was the best. That he knew the right things to say or do. I know everyone miss him. I know he isnt here. But i know i will forever be by his side.
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it might be stupid of me to say this…i lost someone close to me she wasn’t a person…but a dog her name was keisha she was a german shepperd the first dog i ever knew, she was the best dog anyone could ask 4 we all loved her and she loved us back, when i was 9 she had developed a real bad hip problem and we couldn’t help her anymore so my dad had made the decision to put her down i still remember that day perfectly in my head and still one of the saddest memory’s i have and i know its dumb to miss an animal so much i mean it happend a decade ago but i still think about her everyday and i know this sounds really retarted but sometimes i think she’s watching over me…
im sorry about what happend i’ve never lost anyone close other than her so i cant imagine what losing someone like that feels but idk your story just made me want to share that
i dont find that stupid at all.
finally…most people would find it weird…
Hey, I recently lost someone close to be in a similar manner that you did. It’s painful, very painful, but I managed to get through the worst part of it. So if you want to talk, feel free to e-mail me (if you like texting more just ask for my number via my e-mail: TraegJohn@gmail.com)
Pain like this is hard to deal with alone, it’s good to at least have someone to vent.
will im not most people ^ -^ sorry about your loss tho
thanks:) i miss her everyday…but i cant imagine what its like to lose the one closest to you
its a horrible feeling. Its just nothing but grief and tears. Nothing but memories. I miss him everyday. Although he was the first person so close to me to die. I could never forget him.
as long as you remember him he’s always there
God works in mysterious ways, But he always had an underlying reason why he does what he does. I know for a fact that Im not the person who should be telling someone else about god. I myself havent been a good ‘follower’ of god or anything like that. Somedays blur together.. but you cant help but move on because if you didnt the people around you would suffer greatly.
I have became a bit of a ‘follower’ of yours SuicideKillMe >-< Just pointing that out.
Keep strong, there are people around to keep your head high and your soul true and warm. If you need a hug, Im always here. ^-^
-O.G