Maybe There is a Bright Side

I guess I could say things are looking up for me, or rather that tomorrow looks like a better day. I get to have coffee and talk to my friend. She said we are gonna talk about everything that’s wrong in my life, she’s going to be like my psychiatrist because my parents wont get me one. She’s done so much for me, she’s an amazing person and I’m glad I can call her my friend. She means a lot to me and it means a lot that she is willing to help, because no one has ever treated me this well. She’s really a great person and I know realize that not everyone in this world is a fucked up ass-hole. But anyways things are starting to look up for me. It’s not really a bright side but it’s a brighter side…….well anythings a brighter side then where I am now. But I swear to find the bright side one day, find a world were things are actually good and I’m actually happy, but until then it’s going to be a hard long struggle and I don’t know if I will make it but I hope I do.