I don’t even know what to do. I know he loves me, deep down. When he’s drunk he tells me that he loves me and that he’d take a bullet for me. But thats the only time he does. When he’s drunk. He used to tell me all the time, we’ve been together for 9 months and I love him so much. I have caught him out sending dirty messages to other girls before and he’s always said sorry to me. But the other week I saw a message to a girl he met in a club telling her she was really pretty and he really felt something for her and that next time he sees her they’ll do a lot more than just dance and they’ll be getting hardcore. When I asked him about it, he got really mad and wouldn’t talk to me for days. We nearly broke up over it. But then he told me that i’m the only girl he wants and he really loves me. But the next day, he wasn’t so nice, and he’s still not now. He won’t hold my hand, doesn’t reply to sweet messages I send him on facebook or twitter, but he replies to everyone else. He doesn’t tell me he loves me unless I ask him to. And this morning I found out that on Friday he met up with the girl from the club. I’m so hurt. And I want to die. Because he was the only thing I was living for, he made me happy, but now he’s like this, I don’t see the point anymore. I’m not happy. Before I met him I was considering suicide, but he made me so happy, but now i’m considering it again. I don’t know what to do -.- I love him alot.
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Don’t kill yourself kill the relationship. You’re a girl so by that alone you can always do better. You can’t make another person your reason for living.
Seriously, get a life.
Dump this man, take his money and go on holiday with it.
Don’t ever call him again.
I really do love him though, if it was anyone else I would’ve left them by now. I’m unhappy in the relationship and i’d be even more unhappy if I wasn’t in the relationship, especially if he got with somebody else. I don’t even know… Like, he’s literally all i’ve got. He’s the only one I can talk to about anything. Well I could at one point. And if I don’t have him, then i’m back to having nothing. Whats the point in living if you have nothing to live for?
Nah,you deserve better darlin’.You’re giving him a lot of love but he doesn’t give it back.Give him a chance to get rid of these party girls,if he doesn’t.It’s not gonna be a close relationships,unless your up for an open one
But when it’s good it’s really good! Just lately it’s like he has a loss of interest in me, unless he wants something. I must be a shit girlfriend or something.
Your not a bad GF at a certain point you either accept that he is going to have sex with other women and as noom said have an open relationship or you leave. He is who is.
The thing is, I must be doing SOMETHING wrong if he needs other girls.
No you aren’t shit.He’s playing you around though.Do you think he a nice person?
If it’s gonna be a serius relationship youz should be planing a future together,he look after you,treat you well,think of a family,obviously depending on your age though.If you’re young like 18 or something playing around don’t matter so much
“But the other week I saw a message to a girl he met in a club telling her she was really pretty and he really felt something for her and that next time he sees her they’ll do a lot more than just dance and they’ll be getting hardcore.”
Read this over and over again until you wake the eff up
Dump him !
The sooner the better !
Hun, take it from an older guy, …… this prick is using you, he is playin you !
Iknow it’d be “sensible” to dump him. But like I said, theres nothing without him. I love him. And I think the only way i’d get him to realise his love for me is if I were dead.