I’ve never really wanted to die, I’ve only ever wanted a way out from what I was experiencing. I didn’t care what form it took, but I would really rather it wasn’t death. I mean, I hope you are all seriously convinced of what is out there after this life, because I’m not. No one has promised me that there won’t be pain after death, and no one could convince me of that. It could be worse than what we experience here, no one honestly knows. So we’re just taking a leap of faith that it will be better when it might not be? Huhm.
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Yeah kinda a leap of faith, ……… for me it will always be I just can’t stay here among the living for to much longer. Hope there is some relief in death.
It doesn’t matter whats on the other side if anything, once there, there is no way of return if we don’t like it either.
My thing is that all the pain and trouble that you feel, if you commit suicide you won’t be able to enjoy the release and actually feeling of peace. That kind of keeps me here….kind of. I’ve read all the prevention stuff and only that has hit me.
i’ve thought of this too, that life after “Death” might be worse, but i find i don’t really care. as long as there is a way out of this life. at least those were my past beliefs. i found a few things to live for, so i’m sticking around for now, but i know death will welcome me if ever i find a razor blade lying around