I tried to kill myself on tuesday….. i must have taken 30 or so pills, but that wasn’t enough…….i didn’t really feel anything until yesterday, my stomach was killing me and i had the worst headache. I should have taken more pills, 10 more would have done it, make 15 more, but now I’m all out. How many does it take, i don’t want another failure.i just want it to be over. I Â was so close………..
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What did you take?
whole bunch of advil and ibuprofen and Tylenol and stuff
You’re not supposed to discuss methods here : l. . . @Libby have you tried everything to get over this depression? You’re an important person like everyone else. You should really see a doctor. It’s not worth it : (.
I need you to do something for me, Libby. I understand how you feel but death is never as close as it seems. The very fact that you are still talking to us means that you are still long away from death even if it did feel close. This method seems to be causing you more pain and it doesn’t even work.
I mentioned that I need you for something. I need you to stay alive. I need to feel as if I am helping someone or I may just kill myself. I am on the verge of suicide myself but I think we can help each other.
I hope to hear from you soon.
By the way, I’d advise throwing up if you can. I heard hydrogen-peroxide can do it if you have some of that around but if not I’d advise drinking as much water as you can. Of course, contacting a doctor is always a better option.
if u really feel u need to help then go head……
It is to late to throw up. And if it was tylonal you need to go to the hospital now or you will die an aweful painful death. It takes awhile for your liver to die – but if it was tylonal it will. And it is one of the most painful ways to die.
Damn I hope you didn’t take tylonal.
Yeah I only took like 11 or 12 Tylenol…….
Advil and ibuprofen are relativly harmless. But please be careful with tylonal. It will hurt so badly and sometimes you dont feel the pain for 24 to 72 hours later.
Thats 5,000mg of APAP. The maximum DAILY dose is 4,000mg.
You should be okay so long as you do not have a poor liver.
APAP = tylenol
@libby, get your ass to a hospital. It doesn’t take much tylenol.
Though Ann is right – I have taken over 6k at one time a few times. Everyone is different though – you should be okay but I’d recommend a liver test.
My liver isn’t too good i’d assume from the drinking but I feel fine so
Libby your liver can still just “shut down” from the overdose you took.
Go and see a Dr.
Try calling the 800 suicide number posted on this site.
@libby, combining alcohol with tylenol can have fatal and long drawn out side effects that you might not start to feel until days later. Best to get to a doctor asap so you know how bad it is.
Getting to a dr. isn’t on the top of my todo list. i have school and Field Hockey and things. my parents wont take me either ( im 15 so i cnt just go to the hospital when id like, my parents dont care about me or my problems)
@libby thats probably not true about your parents.
At the very least, call that suicide hotline and tell them what you took. Maybe they can recomend a medical advice hotline in your country, or medical assistance for minors so you at least know what you’re dealing with. It’s crazy to put school and field hocky before your liver… you could have done very serious damdge to yourself. If you have screwed up your liver that badly, could be that in the future even drinking small amounts of alcohol could kill you. Best to know what you’re dealing with.
Great then my liver will fail and ill die………its perfect actually
You really do not know what untouchable pain that will feel like. There is a good chance you will be in so much pain you cannot hide it and be forced to go to the hospital where they will try a liver transplant.
It’s your life though – I just hope everything is gonna be okay and whatever happens you are happy.
I hope you do what everybody here is saying and go to a hospital.Aren’t you ending your life because ur life is painful? Why do u want to die in pain too?You don’t know what lies after death.Maybe we’re frozen forever in the state we die.You’d be in pain forever then. I am not saying don’t kill yourself..it’s ur life after all.I would be a hypocrite if I said that..I took sleeping pills myself too..didn’t work…i am just saying try talking to me or anybody here..before you refuse to give life another chance but please dont’ go this way.
Pain is temporary, victory is eternal. <—– aka death
I can see that I won’t be able to talk you out of killing yourself and to be honest, I don’t really want to. I understand the way it feels to be in pain like this and how killing yourself is the only option. But I can assure you that this will be one of the most painful ways to die and it probably won’t even work. Most suicide attempts involving drugs end in failure.
Libby, I like you. Your blunt honesty would be a nice addition here, but we can’t properly help you if you insist on taking the slowest, most painful path to death. Please take the above advice, try to see a doctor if you can or, at the very least, call a suicide hotline.
I deserve a painful death. I am a horrible person, i deserve to die in pain and in agony
Escapism; the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities ie., especially seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy.
A horrible person? You have no idea of horrible, girl. The real monsters are not around here. They’re out there ruining lives with a grin and without a second thought.
no trust me im pretty bad
I stabbed my boyfriend, treated my best friend so badly she took a whole bottle of pills to get her stomach pumped, ive broken several laws, and overall i guess im not a good person, i dont treat people well i dont go out of my way to help people.
Care to share your misdeeds?
@Libby, you definately did some bad things. Personally I think that means you don’t desearve the easy way out. You owe it to your boyfriend and best friend to find a way to make it up to them. If you broke laws, you need to take responsibility for your actions. So you don’t treat people well – now is the time to start, and you’re only 15 so change is easier when you’re younger. Either way, I would be annoyed if you killed yourself because then justice is not served and you didn’t learn any lessons.
I’ve learned my lessons well and I honestly think i deserve to die (witch is ironic because i want to) and justice is the moral principle determining just conduct. Everyone has there own morals and the justice i think that would be done is having one less fucked up asshole alive
Depends on your perception of dying. Many perceive dying as a sweet relief. A reward, even. I don’t think you deserve a reward. Yes, everyone has their own morals and justice, but in this case you should be going by you friend and BF’s morals and justice (ie. you should do right by THEM) since they were the wronged party, and they are the ones who deserve the justice. If you die, another criminal escapes justice, from my point of view.
or if i die they are saved from the injustices i would do