Suicide, Why Shouldn’t I?

I Mean Everything is telling Me to, I Fail at Whatever I try, Each time I Manage to take a Step in the Right Direction, its 2 Step Backwards, Like God (If their is On) is Laughing at Me, People Around Me Don’t Seem to Care, they Use an Excuse Like Oh You Can’t I Need You to Do this, or Do that, for their Own Amusement/Need… I’m tired of Everything, the Only Relationship I Did Manage to Feel Loved in, I Fucked Up and She Won’t Even talk to Me (Not Going into Details, its Posted On Here). Everything I try to Live for I Screw Up, or People Stab Me in the Fcking Back, or Distance them-self, Cuz their Problem is Fixed, Who Cares About Mine.