I’ve failed everyone, I don’t have the will to continue, I can’t force myself to do anything. I would just stay locked up and never leave my room. I can’t stand the world, I’m tired, desperate, I can’t continue like this. I want some ways of committing suicide, it’d be helpful if it were quick and seem accidental, I don’t want to further disappoint my parents. Please help me.
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you are still here so you have not failed YOURSELF. YOU are the most important part of your life. you are probably wanting to stay in your room because you are in so much pain. hiding pain is a biological instinct, in my opinion…injured creatures hide their pain.
you are right, you cannot continue like this. have you told your family how you are feeling? people WILL help you but you have to take the one little step and reach out. never fool yourself into believing people do not care – they DO CARE.
no matter how someone dies, they will leave pain and a void behind. an “accident” is just as painful.
it is scary to admit how much you are hurting but you came here and let it out! that was good practice for telling family or friends that can help you.
Your life is about you, not your parents. I encourage you to focus on your well being. You were brought into this world in order for you to experience and enjoy the discovery of you in the world. Can you be selfish enough to care about how you feel? May seemingly go against the grain….but what is the alternative. You matter the most. Not your parents. YOU!!!
Life is indicating to you, that there is a better way for you to operate. Will you give up the resisting that and find the courage you have within yourself and do and feel what’s best for you. You’re worth it….huge! Good luck! You want to please yourself, your parents have to look after themselves. When you are able to let go of the concern/worry about your parents you will gain the momentum and strength of living for you and you alone. You are in good company and many others are out there experiencing what you are….Whether you can see or feel it or not, you’re being watched over…and loved. This is the truth! Take care.
You seem to be writing my story. I too am tired of it all and I am looking for a quick way out.