If you don’t hear from me by Sunday, I will have made my exit. I can’t take it anymore, I’m just itching to be released from this life. I’m wondering if I should write letters or not, I guess it’d be the right thing to do. Peace
Leave a note. Would be easier for family and friends. Just don’t leave the reason “i decided it would be the best”. Explain everything, tell what u would like to know they will remember all them lifes.
They will read the note 10000 times.. and the last letters will always stay in them mind.
coffee, ….. I found writing letters was the thing for me. Oct.10th 2010 I wrote to those that would be left behind. I wish I had them now, they were taken by a police dpt. after the failed attempt.
I should have died Oct. 12th 2010, yet am still here. I have had at least 8 attempts since then, all unsuccessful. I just cant find the courage to step thru the fear and complete what I start. Well there were 3 attempts where I did step thru the fear. If I had gotten the chemicals correct anyone of those time I would have been dead in seconds after mixing them.
If possible think about the “possibility” that maybe your life and curcumstances will change for the better.
I don’t know your age yet its always heartbreaking when a young person ends their life.
Yeah, I was supposed to die Jan 09, 2009. But I was stupid and texted my goodbye letter to my best friend. I wanted the help. I’m currently seeing a psychiatrist and therapist. Hah I’m about to leave to go talk to my therapist one last time. They and my family know I’m having suicidal thoughts, but I won’t let them know I’m planning it for tonight or tomorrow, otherwise they’d have to notify the police.
I know how hard life can get and how much pain you can be in but life is worth living. It’s all about change. People, Places, and Things. If you’re not happy with your life then you and only you can make the change needed to get to a happier place. Find the most supportive people in your life, no matter who it is, friends, family, a doctor, the homeless person down the street. Who ever make’s you feel calm and the happiest. Go to them for support and you never know, they could need you just as much as you need them.
@caucajun – isn’t that the real trick to living though? To not become totally immersed and consumed in yourself, to strike a healthy balance between self reflection and external influences?
No one will understand how sad, mad or how bad your life looks. You are not the problem, suicide only creates more pain. You wrote your message because I think that you know their is a way to feel better and make the pain go away. It’s changing what causes the pain in your life that needs to go. You and everyone else that left a comment is not suppose to die. Their will never be anyone else like you. If you think no one will miss you, than know that I will miss you. I don’t know you but we feel the same pain.
Be the Best you can one second, minute, hour and day at a time.
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Leave a note. Would be easier for family and friends. Just don’t leave the reason “i decided it would be the best”. Explain everything, tell what u would like to know they will remember all them lifes.
They will read the note 10000 times.. and the last letters will always stay in them mind.
coffee, ….. I found writing letters was the thing for me. Oct.10th 2010 I wrote to those that would be left behind. I wish I had them now, they were taken by a police dpt. after the failed attempt.
I should have died Oct. 12th 2010, yet am still here. I have had at least 8 attempts since then, all unsuccessful. I just cant find the courage to step thru the fear and complete what I start. Well there were 3 attempts where I did step thru the fear. If I had gotten the chemicals correct anyone of those time I would have been dead in seconds after mixing them.
If possible think about the “possibility” that maybe your life and curcumstances will change for the better.
I don’t know your age yet its always heartbreaking when a young person ends their life.
Have you tried therapy ? Seen a Dr. ?
Yeah, I was supposed to die Jan 09, 2009. But I was stupid and texted my goodbye letter to my best friend. I wanted the help. I’m currently seeing a psychiatrist and therapist. Hah I’m about to leave to go talk to my therapist one last time. They and my family know I’m having suicidal thoughts, but I won’t let them know I’m planning it for tonight or tomorrow, otherwise they’d have to notify the police.
where are you from? =|
I would love to die in my sleep tonight
Might join you bro. It’s a day to day thing.
But I suppose thats a lot of us.
life sucks. but just know when you hit rock bottom keep your head up high because its a long way up.
your beautiful. its society thats fucked up.
Its a day to day thing, ……… I wrote in my journal the morning of 09/11/01 how much I wanted to end my life.
The terrorist attacks happened.
3 or 4 months later I opened my journal and was floored by what I had written on 9/11.
Something outside of self distracted me for months at a time.
Please don;t do it. You can enjoy life.
I know how hard life can get and how much pain you can be in but life is worth living. It’s all about change. People, Places, and Things. If you’re not happy with your life then you and only you can make the change needed to get to a happier place. Find the most supportive people in your life, no matter who it is, friends, family, a doctor, the homeless person down the street. Who ever make’s you feel calm and the happiest. Go to them for support and you never know, they could need you just as much as you need them.
@caucajun – isn’t that the real trick to living though? To not become totally immersed and consumed in yourself, to strike a healthy balance between self reflection and external influences?
No one will understand how sad, mad or how bad your life looks. You are not the problem, suicide only creates more pain. You wrote your message because I think that you know their is a way to feel better and make the pain go away. It’s changing what causes the pain in your life that needs to go. You and everyone else that left a comment is not suppose to die. Their will never be anyone else like you. If you think no one will miss you, than know that I will miss you. I don’t know you but we feel the same pain.
Be the Best you can one second, minute, hour and day at a time.