So, I cry all morning till afternoon when I have to somewhat rein it in a little to go out get something to eat and once outside I get fearful looks from at least 3 different people that I remember clearly, probably a lot more. So there I am torn by loss, regret and the inevitability of dying alone and afraid in a forest and they have nothing better to do than give me dirty looks fearing I will attack them!?? Me?? I’ve been in maybe 3 fights in my whole life and I’ve always treated people with a lot more respect that they damn deserved. What the fuck is wrong with people?! You can’t even go out anymore, right? Gotta stay in the cave? Assholes.
Oh wow wow. This is it isn’t it? It never gets better than mildly grotesque.
Welcome to the world. Hope you choke on it.
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People suck. I get unnecessary dirty looks from people too. I’d like to say it doesn’t bother me or that it isn’t a big deal…but I have pretty bad social anxiety so I know how much it sucks. I wish I could return some of the good advice you’ve given me however i can only say that I understand.
Hmm. Don’t sweat it dude. I’m just venting I guess. Makes you wonder if we shouldn’t all just be buying venetian masks in bulk.
Well we all know this site is full of well balanced humans right ? LOL
I have a friend that says, “We all suffer the a disease of illusion and delusion” meaning that our perspectives aren’t always healthy.
I know the way I feel often is “broadcast all over my face” meaning that others sense that there is something different about us.
It’s usually me thats the one that isn’t fitting in “out there”, they all seem just find walking around and doing what they do.
mmm. me too.