Everyone told me things would get better, they even promised, said I will start to laugh again and eventually find myself. I think I did for a lil while but as soon as my confidence came back, and I started to feel strong, he came back ripping my heart out again. Not as bad this time bc my guards r up. U C when u leave domineering after 12 yrs, a month before there 30th birthday , when they r having health issues, well it hurts; bad!! I felt like my life was ending. It was bad news everyday for months, from the Doctors or from him, and to turn 30 and have several miscarriages, I felt all alone. I wanted to die. And somedays I still do but I hafta b here for my son. He was an angel from God and I guess I’m bless to have, even if things r screwed up right now.
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Honestly I was here to laugh at people, but you reminded me of when my mother was sick. Wish the best for you.
Please stay for your son, you need him as much as he needs you. No child should be without their mother