ok so im what i think pretty and nice but why do i always feel like poop. i live with my mom and her boyfriend.  hes an ass hole i get yelled and cursed at non stop. how im stupid and a ***** and a stuck up brat.i would go live with my dad but he doesn’t  want me. he left to go live with his girlfriend.i use to think i had a easy life then i learned the truth. my one brother is gay thats hard because ppl make fun of him.my other brother is a drug addict and a hobo. my last brother is ”different” hes has asburggers . my sister is a brat. but i cant take going to school and acting fine but then coming home and having to deal with this. what do i do i cant take it any more. i have what i think are friends but i never really talk to them with being called stupid.some times it would just be easyer  not to be here any more. but i no i cant take my life i couldnt do that to my family. plus im just to scared what do i do please help……………………………………………..olivia
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thanks for your posting; i love your honesty. I hope venting like this relieved some of the pressure of daily life. Keep holding on and hanging in there because it can better. I won’t say that it does get better because it really doesn’t unless you put forth the effort. Some people are just born into shitty situations and it takes a lot of work to get out of them with your sanity intact. You might survive your childhood but you’ll be in therapy till you’re 40. It’s not fair but it is what it is.
Think about what would make you happy, what changes would have to happen in and around your life to make you happy. If you want help you have to help yourself. God won’t send superman to come save the day so you’re on your own. You’re strong enough to get through all of this. I know that because you’re here reaching out for help. All the change that needs to take place in your life… I guarantee that most of the changes can occur by simply talking. Share how you feel with those around you. Most are idiots and will dismiss what you have to say but at least you get it out. Be strong for yourself and your future.