Does anybody… anybody have any tips for making the pain stop? Everyday for the last year has just been one heartache after another. I have no real friends to talk to, and the only close friend I have lives over 2000 miles away, and I don’t need to burden her already burdened life with my problems. I live in a small town, there’s really no therapists, not that I would go to one anyways. I don’t trust anyone in my family enough to tell them whats going on. I’m not religious, I despise organized religion, and they are all hard-core catholic. I’d just get a lecture of some sort. I’m 21, and been fighting this problem on and off for years. I was doing OK, until I had to move away from my best friend, and the only people I really cared a lot about. Now, I have a few acquaintances that I see every now and again, and that’s about it. I’m tired of hurting, of struggling through each day. I try to interact with people around my age, but no matter what I always feel like I am just… Different. I don’t know how else to explain it… they all seem normal to me, but somehow I’m… quite separate from them. I don’t know what I’ll find on here. I’m not suicidal… or at least if I am, I’m too stubborn to act on it. I just… want to know of any other way to stop the pain…
Please… Someone. Anyone… Help me…
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honestly – i understand where you’re coming from about the whole catholic thing cause thats the case with my relatives too..
i also understand what its like to lose a bestfriend because mine moved to a whole nother country and she was the only person i openned up to
dont – no matter how bad things get – feel as though you’re alone because when it comes down to it your not.
you just need someone to pour your heart out to and im here for you.
x
Hey there… Thanks for the words of encouragement… It definately helped. Some days I have good days. Other days, not so much. And when its bad, it just seems to engulf me. Thank you for caring, and if you need someone, I’m here for you too. Sometimes I just need to be reminded that even though I’m alone, in a lot of ways, being alone is still the path I chose, and at times, thrive on. You reminded me of that, and for that, you are awesome!