Here it goes.

  December 10th, 2011 by Osol

Does anybody… anybody have any tips for making the pain stop? Everyday for the last year has just been one heartache after another. I have no real friends to talk to, and the only close friend I have lives over 2000 miles away, and I don’t need to burden her already burdened life with my problems. I live in a small town, there’s really no therapists, not that I would go to one anyways. I don’t trust anyone in my family enough to tell them whats going on. I’m not religious, I despise organized religion, and they are all hard-core catholic. I’d just get a lecture of some sort. I’m 21, and been fighting this problem on and off for years. I was doing OK, until I had to move away from my best friend, and the only people I really cared a lot about. Now, I have a few  acquaintances that I see every now and again, and that’s about it. I’m tired of hurting, of struggling through each day. I try to interact with people around my age, but no matter what I always feel like I am just… Different. I don’t know how else to explain it… they all seem normal to me, but somehow I’m… quite separate from them. I don’t know what I’ll find on here. I’m not suicidal… or at least if I am, I’m too stubborn to act on it. I just… want to know of any other way to stop the pain…

Please… Someone. Anyone… Help me…

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