I miss the cutting so much.
It’s odd.
For a while.. I didn’t think about it.
I didn’t think about anything.
I was numb. But now..
It’s like a need.
I have anxiety attacks now.
I will start crying.
I need cutting.
Not burning.. nothing else.
Just cutting.
But I just can’t get a fucking blade.
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its addictive, i know, i have to do it everyday…so sadly, i cannot tell you how to cope, because i don’t know
My close friend used to, but she overcame it. You can do it too, I believe in you. Don’t let whatever’s hurting you win. Don’t give up – you’re so much better than that.
thanks