i keep trying to make it through each day by putting on a fake smile and looking for the positive outcome of everything. but i cant. its becoming to hard. the scars i have still sting with pain. although most of them are gone or covered with makeup.. it still burns and hurts so bad. people say im here if you need someone to talk to, but when i take them up on ther offer they ignore me or say oh sorry there doing homework of they cant be bothered. Really?.. WTF… i dont care.. i sware.. i dont care anymore… at all.. fuck the world ill stay in my solitude for the rest of my life… god i wish i was never born… or that i was just in a coma
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Just don’t get attached to anyone. I am trying that. I don’t know if it’s making things better or worse. But at least no one can hurt me anymore. Try that. Good Luck.
I would care because I would look up to you and see my future. Is there really no hope for me? Am i destined to die by 16?
i pray there is hope for you.. butt i think my hope has run out..
It might not always be this bad
You suck.
I’m talting about Muspellhen not you. Didn’t read it.
@ dolittle:
Why? What have I done?
Sometimes people are so concerned with their own issues they do not have the energy to be worried about others.
Or they may fear some of the things you may reveal.
It is not fair and it is not right.
And i am sure quite a few people have died because they did not have someone to care.
Hope someone can care strong enough for you.
And sometimes solitude is very nice once you get used to it.
im going to stay in solitude for awhile. theres no point in looking for my broken smile anymore or a sholder to cry on..