My plan

December 13th, 2011by hollywood1919

So I kind of have a plan of what I’m going to do.
My life is worthless just sitting around, working my crappy retail job and not being able to pay my bills. I really want to go back to school and get a degree in something, but I don’t have the money, or the grades to get a scholarship.
So, I’ve decided to join the army or army reserve. That way, I can go to school, I’ll have a place to live, I’ll go through fat camp and boot camp so I won’t be such a fatass anymore, I’ll have a job which I’ll get paid for, everything will be taken care of.
I’ll either enlist after Christmas, or after my 21st birthday in June. By then I’ll have my car paid off, and I can sell it. Also I will be able to celebrate my birthday with my friends, not by myself far away from all the friends I love.
I’ll quit my job in retail, then I’ll give myself a week or two to relax, get all my shit together before I leave, and visit each of my friends one last time, before I go off and don’t see them again for awhile. Then I’ll get my stuff taken care of in the army, and I’ll be on the track to doing something with my life.
If, for whatever reason, this doesn’t work out, I have a plan.
I’m going to kill myself.

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