Pain.

December 10th, 2011by cwardrop26

Pain –

Scary

Unwanted

unavoidable

When you sit around trying your hardest to feel the same happiness you felt not so long ago.

then you realize that when you only feel pain , happiness is numb. Happiness leaves within seconds.

When you are lonely,  you want to leave you room, and when you do go out, You just want to go back home . But you hate your home. Your not happy at home or when your not at home. Being with friends is good and all, but you find your self wanting to go home, or finding excuses to leave. You cry when you get home, you cry if you don’t get invited to parties , half the time you don’t want to go to these parties. When you don’t feel happy anywhere , you feel pain everywhere. Then you forget what happiness feels like. I forget.

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