No energy to wake from this bed, sit up but i’m achinq cus i know exactly what the day holds. My mum abusinq the house cus she’s mentally ill. Constantly shoutinq at everyone. No mates to keep me goinq. Day’s pass yet nothin’ ever get’s any better. I’m an 18 year old girl with no job, mates or family. Is this really life. Wish it would all end peacefully. The night looks nice tonight, it’s cold but if i had someone, anyone too share it with it would make the world itself nice. Beautiful infact. The only thing keepinq me goinq is knowinq other people feel this burnin’ emptiness, day in day out yet they still have the strength to carry on. I admire you people, i just wish the world wasn’t divided by selfish people who couldn’t care less. Aslong as their okay everything’s okay. Who would design a world like that?. Thoughts please.. i have no answers.
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And this means that you also have the strength to carry on as well.
Do not forget your own qualities dear one.
I admire you for also having the heart to share your thoughts with everyone here.
Yes, the world has many people who are only concerned with themselves. And yes that does cause hardship for others.
But some of those selfish people have as much pain as some of us.
Their mindset just does not let them show it. Some of them may be posting here now.
It would be lovely if we could all help each other all the time. But Sometimes one’s own pain makes one ignore others. And other times our pain makes us reach out.
As to who designed this, I do not have the perception or wisdom to know. Maybe it was not designed, maybe it is just chaos with a semblance of order.
I do hope you find something to fill your emptiness. Because from experience the longer it is there, the harder it is to fill.