welcome to my surreality

  December 4th, 2011 by beyond_broken

it feels like nothing is real. i dont even see the words that i am typing. i’m dreaming, i must be dreaming.

but i’m not. all of this is real. all of this is happening. but what’s happening? nothing. every fucking person who cares to notice asks why, but i don’t know why. all i know is that this came tumbling down like an avalanche for no reason and ive been miserable since.

here i am, manic as hell. my head is pounding and i need sleep, but my body is in an overdrive. i’m shaking like crazy and i just heard something that sounded like a gasp, like someone is near me and can’t breathe.

is this what insanity is like?
it’s like i’m trapped in my own mind and i need to scream but i can’t.

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