three nights ago I consumed suppossedly 4 days worth of heroin (of course on purpose). I ate 5 Somas, 6 Xanax and had eaten probably 8 lortab 10s during the day. I wrote out my last letter,
GTFW, I freakin woke up. …………….. I mean what the fu ,,,,,,,,,,,,,, does a person have to do to leave this place.
I know tolerance has alot to do with createing an overdose, but come on WTF, I used herioin once back in the 1980’s, this time i snorted it, forced myself to swallow all the differerrnt pills, OK there is a little tolerance with the benzoes, yet the combination with the soma should have stopped my breathing.
I am so screwed because I wasn’t suppossed to wake up ? Fuck.
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You should think about it more, maybe you actually don’t want to die.
Maybe sth from your subconsciousness stops you.
******** Asphyxiation…forget the stupid pills…you’d need a pile that hardly a horse could swallow to do it right, and then your nervous system would probably make you throw them up then anyhow. May you go in peace, pain-free, and naturally in your “sleep”, friend.
******** Asphyxiation. Don’t get into the “helium” crowd…that is the retarded half-sister of ********.
Nothing more pathetic than screwing up ur own suicide…