why am I getting the cold shoulder??

  December 5th, 2011 by itsmytimetogo

Okay so the thing is that my best friend is upset because the person she’s in a relationship with screwed her over and I see how badly upset she is. So the next day I text her and I get no response so I keep texting and calling because I was worried and I care a lot. So later in the day the person my friends dating texts me saying to stop flipping shit and that its not my job to care and blah blah blah. And that really hurt. They have no right to tell me who I can or can’t care about. Like I cried for a while. And now my best friend is giving ME the cold shoulder and ignoring me. When I haven’t done anything at all. That is another reason why I think it would be best if I died. I don’t think they would care and they’re both supposed to be my friends. They’ve done some pretty bad things to me and used me and I still care a lot about both of them. I don’t know what to do. I feel like crying all day and I can’t sleep. I slept for probably 4 or 5 hours total. I can’t eat its hard to swallow and I feel if I do eat it will all come back up. This isn’t fair to me. I can’t even wrap my mind around the reason why its me getting punished for caring. I guess this just shows that its worthless to care and get close to people, because all they do is end up hurting you more.

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