My parents wouldn’t care if I killed myself. I know they wouldn’t. They’ve put me down and abused me for so many years, why should they care? I want everybody to know the shit that they did to me. If they show up to my funeral and start to mourn me, I hope everybody there treats them like shit because it’s all their fault and they have no right to miss me when all they did was abuse me for years. I’m tired of being treated like all I’m good for is sex, chores, and looking pretty.
IT IS YOUR FAULT.
I wish I had lived with my grandparents as a kid, if I did I wouldn’t be here right now whining like a baby, crying how I wish all of my pain would end.
I’m able to end it, the only matter is when should I do it.
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Please, remember that you won’t be living with them forever.
Do you have any friends?
How old are you (I’m just curious… I’m kind of young too)?
If they abuse(d) you, then you have a right to be crying. The people that are supposed to love and nurture you should not be hurting you (physically, emotionally, or sexually).
Oh, and if you were to tell a teacher or counselor, they’d be able to call social services for you.
I’m so sorry about your circumstances. If I could hug you and whisper encouragement into your ear, I most certainly would. You’re a strong, strong person and this world needs more people like you.
You survived this far, and I think you should keep holding on to prove to your parents that you are capable. That you are something more than they think. And please, tell someone in real life about this.
You have to speak to a child counsellor. They deal with this sort of thing on a regular basis so will be able to understand and help. The first few years will be difficult but you will come through. It must be impossible for you to imagine how you can escape because you are young and are under a lot of pressure. There are organisations out there which are equipped to help. It might not be ideal but you should at least try and make the enquiry.
Parents really mess us up.