I saw your ghost tonight I know it felt so real Your eyes they write on mine The music starts to heal….

Please remember that you don’t know what your future holds for you. And also that no matter how big a problem seems right now, killing yourself is not the answer. It will get easier. I have dealt with depression for the past 6 years and I have struggled with OCD tendencies my entire life. School has always been the place where my OCD comes out more because I have to do perfect on everything. However, I have come to realize that in the grand scheme of life, school is not something that should merit even a second of my worrying. If you fail a test, a class, anything really, its okay. Just take it again and move forward, all you can do is try your hardest. I wont pretend to know how you feel exactly, because that is impossible. I just want to let you know that you are not alone and I have realized that we are the only people who are in charge of our own lives and that if we truly just remember and trust that life has something great planned for our futures, we find the strength to keep fighting and make those changes in our lives. Find someone you can talk to and know that you are not alone. Also, I want you to think about those you will leave behind if you follow through with this. My brother/best friend committed suicide at the end of November. It has left a painstaking ache in my heart that will never go away. Even if you think that no one cares, they do. Even if you don’t see it, every person you have ever been in contact with has been impacted by you, even if it was in the smallest of ways, we are all connected. People will notice when you are gone, and it will leave a mark on their lives forever that can never be washed away.