It has come to the point where I am about to give up! no one loves me or needs me! The one person I actually loved and thought loved me and cared, just leaves me 🙁 I was never meant to be here! never meant to live! I cant handle life anymore! It is bad enough! Being diagnosed with 2 types of cancer in 2 months and my half sister has cancer! I have no point in staying here, there is no reason to live through all this pain! My heart feels like it was punched and now its hurt, bleeding, and in pain in the bottom of my stomach! When I look at my self I see a girl that is depressed, hurt, lost, confused!
ONE day I wont be here. ONE day when you have a problem you wont be able to call me to ask for help. ONE day when you want to send me a message I wont recieve it. ONE day when I am not here I wont be able to tell you that I love you so much and I cherish every moment I have with you. Never regret anything! Regret the things we didnt have a chance to do because it was to late! DONT DO THE STUPID MISTAKES I DID or DO</3
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chear up buddy ive been heartbroken and felt the same way but im getting better it just takes time and dont worry there are people out there who help people like u and your sister therepy always helps iswell
take care
People say not to get attached to material goods but to other people.
Yet other people possess the possibility to betray you or hurt you.
Material goods have no feelings and are neutral and so for the past few years I’ve just spent my time enjoying my books, games, movies and music.
As far as the terminal disease goes, you can take treatment and get the possibilities of remission or just extending life. But chemo and/or radiation are not a joke and have side effects. Or one can just take one’s time and resources and spend it elsewhere and let the disease trake its course.
Whatever path you choose, I do hope you get relief from the pain in your heart and the pain in your body.
There are therapies that can help you live with both things though.