My Last Post

It’s been one big shit storm the past few months, with the past few weeks bringing more pain than I could bare. I botched an attempt two weeks ago which landed me in the hospital. As a result I have lost my apartment, my health insurance, my disability and my sanity. At almost 6 months pregnant my only options are to depend on my mentally unstable grandmother for assistance, and a “mother” who has her own life sort out. The pain, and uphill battle are too much to bare at this point, and I have checked into a hotel this evening with my helium materials and personal momento’s in tow. I want to thank everyone on this site who has tried to uplift me over the past few weeks, or just offer some friendly banter as a diversion even if temporary. I’ll report back if my attempt is unsuccessful. Even though this is the end of the road for me, I feel a weird sense of calmness I have never really experienced before. Thanks again everyone, this is a great place for people to turn to when they have nobody else. I wish everyone on this site well! If you don’t hear back from me during before checkout tomorrow, that means hopefully I have checked out! Hahaha Peace to all 🙂