For anyone who read my earlier post, I took the advice and told her how I felt. In a word I was “rejected”. Now It’s far too awkward to go back to college and again life is pointless. Cheers for the advice but this was the last straw. I’ve finally made a decision I won’t be posting on here again. Thanks for all the advice people have given me since I first posted. Time for this hell to end. Hope you all find redemption somewhere. Goodbye x
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No way to change your mind? I could try
Believe me people have tried. I really dont wanna leave my mum but I cant do it anymore
Well, you never know, maybe I could help if you give me the chance. Your family would be heartbroken
My family wouldn’t give a fuck!!!!!!!! Nobody would give a fuck!!!!!!! Mum maybe but im sure she would be relieved aswell. How exactly could u help? Saying everything will be fine means nothing. Well past the hopeful stage.
I don’t even know you and I would. And why do you think she would be relieved.?
I’m not going to tell you that, because I don’t entirely believe that for myself. Maybe I could help you find something to keep you holding on a little longer. I never thought I would, but I did and it helped a little at first and in the long run it really has.
She’d be relieved because she must be sick of my constant depression. Ive been dying inside for years now. Ive simply had enough
We are all but products of our thoughts, be they good or bad, helpful or harmful. So these are your thoughts you wish upon yourself?
I don’t think that would make her feel relieved, she would probably beat herself up with the fact that she couldn’t do anything to save you for the rest of her life.
Do you truly believe there is nothing that you or someone else can do to ease you out of this depression. I know it can take time, a lot of it.
adastra…. wtf? Why would I wish these thoughts on myself?
To be honest Birdy Im passed trying. Ive tried everything possible. Nothing works
Well, tell me what you have tried.? There has to be something left.
I really want to help you feel like you don’t have to do this, even if for one more day.
Pills, Therapists, psychologists, mixing with people, eating healthy, putting on a happy face, going to college, etc, etc, etc.
Only you can answer that…but the common answer is fear ~ a fear of inner ourselves.
Afterall, who owns and creates your thoughts? Do i? Does your mum? Do your friends? Do strangers? Do he media? Does the internet?
Im being somewhat simplistic because being indepth is difficult here, but ultimately, who creates and is responsible for your thoughts? You or others?
Thoughts after time can become patterns and habits, hard to break, especially when negative. For a human to “feel” bad, they must FIRST have a precding negative thought. Learn to catch these and turn them around.
People create distinctions out of their own minds/thoughts of what they are or what they are not usually and then believe them to be true and fixed.
In the end, we are the product and result of our thoughts. Do we not control and influence them? The power is within you. With guidance, you can change your thinking for the better vs the lesser.
Stay well.
Have you ever tried talking, really talking, to someone who really cares.? I don’t mean a therapist
like…?
Do you have no one in your life who would care to listen whenever you needed it.?
Im 19 and living in Scotland. All my ‘mates’ care about is going out and getting drunk, enjoying themselves. Most of them have gone to university and are in relationships. Im totally left behind. So to answer your question, no. I would be forgotten within a week.
I’m terrible at this type of thing, but I’m really trying to help.
I’m sorry. Finding someone on here, who would do that, would not help you? It really did for me. It’s obviously not the same as having someone there with you, but it makes a big difference. I can promise you that.
Ive met 2 people on here who ive sent emails to. In the end it means little because they are thousands of miles away…. I appreciate you are trying to help but there’s really no point. Ive put this off for far too long. Its time now. Thanks anyway mate. Good to hear youre sorted btw. Good luck with your life.
I’m definitely not. I have strong suicidal thoughts every single day, but I found something to hold on to and it helps a little. I hope you choose not to do this.
Stay strong
I’m the only one on here.
O well