Well hmm. First off I mainly want people to give their opinions about this. If you don’t want to read a rant move on.
Certainly I can do without living for me it’s fairly easy, sure at times I get depresses but over all I am un effected by my doings because I see life as a game to be played rather than something for people to worry about because the main thing is life to me is “destiny” but this word is far from a good definition to me. I will cruelly say that the people who write on this are fun to laugh at but not because of their pain but their reasoning for doing so like why but sure they want to get better and live a brighter future from the torments and pains they are facing by either overcoming them or forgetting them. On the other hand I laugh because of how I see the world I try not to offend people or get mad but over all I am not stressed by whats happening rather what’s going to happen because if any of you believe I in pre cognition or fore sigtht. I would say that life is a destiny and its not your fault but then again I practiced this ability to the point of learning to use it when I want but not having the strength to see long memories of the future and I even checked if such want events would happen would if I tried to change them or going somewhere completely different but I never knew when it would happen but would relise prior to the event taking place and learned from that each outcome will take place and there no way to change it unless you break it . Either way if you believe me or not is up to you. Like I would see both paths but weakly.
Another thing I want to ask is what is there to do in a life where my life is destiny and I’m stuck or imprisoned by existence. Ahh funny just noticed “rants”. Well I feel bored now but so much more to say or rather I’ll write with some emotion I guess. If you can save people would you if you saw things I seen or relise how life or existence is because I experienced a event some people may see as a miracle because it was like I gave up or just looked to the real and then the next event happened within seconds to me where either I told the person what to think and gave them choice in life or all I did was listen to them and knew what will happen next or said what is going to happen. Either way seems fine but the thing is that I didn’t lose my care for people but rather I feel like i gave up my choice to someone else so that they can change because I was already sitting at death’s door by my own doing because I saw no reason in life and if I stayed I would choice not to help.
The one thing on my mind is that what should I do next because to me I have endless possibilities I can choice from but I can’t make a choice and just go with to flow of life and am a very quiet person and calm but somehow somethings been bugging me and the time to make a choice is just around the corner for me wither I like it or not but then again who knows I might just leave tomorrow if I wanted. But I have nothing to want. Well closest thing would be is just some thing fun to do. The whole miracle thing seem far fetched to me but I can’t think of a better way to put it or describe but I could define the event more.
briefing of the questions and give your opinions these.
what is life to you. Why do you continue.
should I become better and change. Ps on this don’t give me crap about how I should cherish life or don’t give up, that boat was destroyed by me. Literally I’m not kidding I have little to no remorse for my action. Like in school zoned out while drawing and was pretty sure on who it was but wanted just one little absolute confirm if it was them because they throw two little balled but paper that just pissed me off and I was ready to do anything and I came up with lighting paper on fire cause I had a lighter in my pocket and then dropping the already lit paper on them and there stuff without care too. Noticed after I was glaring hard like I’m going to stab if you move. Yeah I pretty calm and collected but just don’t bother me when I’m relaxing. Usually wouldn’t care but I was enjoying drawing and then my concentration was broken.
Any other thing you can think of about basic thing about I just want to read your true thoughts about this and why choice here is because on the edge people give more real replies cause of their current views on life.
Oh yeah this is something that will happen to me anyways.