Where Do We Turn?

Where do we turn to when the world has turned against us? Where do we turn to when we have to face lies and acccusations every day instead of the help we all need? Where do we turn to when everyone only cares about what you say, not what you feel? Where do we turn to? Where do we turn to when each and every day is it’s own new level of pain and suffering? Where do we turn to when we have turned everywhere else? Where do we turn to stop our suffering? The answer is strangely simple: We turn to death. We turn to ending our own lives. We turn to the one place that can end our suffering. How sick is that? People are forced to kill themselves because they are so tortured inside and no one else cares. That is awful. And the people that choose to commit suicide are judged terribly. They are called cowards, selfish, and weak. They say we just gave into whatever was wrong, that could easily be fixed. They say only the biggest of cowards stoop to that level. And maybe some people do commit suicide out of cowardice and ignorance. Let’s say a girl commits suicide after a terrible breakup with her boyfriend. That would be a cowardly mistake. People get over breakups. Some people do commit suicide out of cowerdice, selfishness, and weakness. But not all of them. Some people commit suicide because they have nothing else to live for. Some people have been fighting for so long through all the crap and agony in their life, and they literally cannot take it anymore. There is a man who had a bad stroke a few years abck that left his body paralyzed, but his mind remains free. He is trying to make lethal injection legal in some special cases, with the person’s consent, so the person giving the injection isn’t charged of murder. Would you call him weak and cowardly? Would you want to live that way, knowing what you had? I wouldn’t. Some people turn to suicide because that’s the only way for some people. And who are others to know if we can handle our lives? Who are they to judge us? They don’t know us. They don’t know what we go through, what we suffer every day. They have NO RIGHT to judge us. Anyway, all I’m saying is that, yeah, some people are stupid when they commit suicide,, but not all of them. So don’t judge those who do. I am not supporting suicide in any way, or saying it’s a good option, but rather an only option sometimes. It should be a very, very last resort. Those are my views as a suicide attemptee, and I wish it worked. See? You don’t know what I went through. Don’t judge me. So go ahead and disagree with me if you want to. That’s fine. But hey, if you disagreed, you probably still wouldn’t be reading.