Suicidal Survivors I’m Questioning by coughsyrup 2/26/2012 written by coughsyrup 2/26/2012 All I ever feel is ugly, and fat. I never was skinny. I hate it. I’ll never get a boyfriend. I hate everything about me, I just want to die. I’ve attempted it 6 times. No one cares. I want to try again and again until I finally get it. SkinnyWant To Die 5 comments 0 Email Related posts Never Loved 8/4/2022 Hard decision 8/3/2022 R. has lost herself 7/28/2022 There is naught 7/26/2022 Never found – ai art 7/25/2022 “Greetings.” 7/24/2022 I wished I had missed out. 7/16/2022 DYING TODAY IN A SHITTY COUNTRY 7/5/2022 I ‘made it’. Maybe you will too? 6/30/2022 I need help. 5/25/2022 5 comments Jonse 2/26/2012 - 10:02 pm Do you have a photo of yourself you can link us to? Also, do you have any behaviors/mannerisms that may turn people off or make them not care? If you do decide to kill yourself, I’d suggest go with a manner that is not prone to fail. I’m not sure what your attempts were but if you get a shotgun and shoot yourself in the face there’s microscopic chances that you’ll survive. Log in to Reply coughsyrup 2/27/2012 - 3:23 pm I have a photo that I can put up Log in to Reply artlexnapolean 2/26/2012 - 10:31 pm I know exactly how you feel. i just feel like the ugliest person ever. and i have the lowest self esteem, i dont know, i suck at giving advice, but, hang in there. Log in to Reply kno1 2/27/2012 - 1:46 am I know I feel like I’m the most ugly person on earth and that I’ll never find a woman so it seems semi- hypocritical but you can’t be to hard on yourself. I’m sure you’re a beautiful young lady but unless you think you are it doesn’t matter. Also I know a lot of men(my self included) love bigger women. Log in to Reply muspelhem 2/27/2012 - 4:25 am Sorry to hear it. I feel ugly sometimes too. It’s a clichÃ©, but beauty comes from within. My advice for you would be to stop looking for beauty in the mirror, and instead close your eyes, and try to find it inside you. In my opinion, beauty comes from following your heart wherever it takes you, being true to yourself. Physically “ugly” people can be beautiful, because you can feel the strength of their character. Likewise, physically “attractive” people can be ugly, if you don’t like/trust who they are. Here’s another (good) clichÃ©: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder… Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.