I feel fat. I weigh 130 and i am 53 and im 15… i dont knw what to do anymore.. i am not eating today because i have choosen that i am not skinny enough.. people tell me im skinny idk what to do anymore… Hopless feeling is back.. and i just want to throw up what i have not eaten.. does this make any sense..??
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Not that you need to ‘lose weight” but even if you want to … it takes time and healthy food choices. there IS no other way.
if I want o o to the moon SO bad – would you want me to light a stick of dynamite under my butt? I hope not … because like what you want to do … it just cannot be done THAT way.
set realistic goals … say 2 lbs a month … then look at what you are eating and see what you can find that is a healthier option or cut out altogether … then find a way to exercise doing something fun. You CAN do it … but you cannot do it they way you are trying.
but then you really already know this …
dawg
Hey you! I saw your picture! You did look really skinny…are you sure your scale isn’t broken…i thought you were 90 lbs!!
I’ve seen at least two photographs of you and there is nothing wrong with your size and looks. Your perfectly normal, in fact better.
This think with your appearance is becoming some sort of a complex problem and you are going to develop a mental block. So you just have to deal with it.
I’m not lying to you about your looks. If I thought you were ugly I would just say something else to make you feel better. I’m 26 so I’m a lot older than you. I’ve never put my picture up but despite the fact I have ended up on this site I actually have quite high standards so I’m an expert.
That’s it now. The matter has been settled.
skinny isn’t always as glamorous as it seems, anyway. people just love to find someone else to be their scapegoat instead of dwelling on their own insecurities. the media has a skewed view of what beauty is, anyway. beauty isn’t your weight. it’s who you are inside and how it shows through to the outside. it’s how you carry yourself, with your head held high, ready to conquer the world. what the media shows as being the standard for beauty does NOT apply to the real world. because in the real world, people eat and are bigger than a size 0. in the real world, size 0 is definitely not the norm for the average person. and you, angelenia, you are beautiful. YOU, not some fictionally crazy-skinny, airbrushed, size 00, freakishly tall, insecure, anorexic model idolized by the media. (not that all models are. because i don’t plan on becoming that type of model, and there are some really real models out there who are not size 0s.)
ILYLAS,
Mary