One more teen with a sad story….

My life seems to have fallen apart.

The First thing that happened was my mum leaving my dad , yeah alright parents break up all around but my mum left me with my dad and my three brothers.My life was never gonna be the same.

The Second thing that happened was disgusting I was still 8 and my oldest  brother was 15 . One day I asked if I could play some songs on his keyboard and he turned round and asked me to kiss him and he’d allow it, so I did ’cause I had to practice this song for my lesson. Then after that it happened more and more I had to snog him for a minute one time but I couldn’t tell anyone though cause he was still my brother now i feel really disgusted in myself for allowing  him to do that.

The Third thing happened at the beginning of year 7 a new school I’d make lots of friends…not I knew noone there. All my friends in my primary school went to different secondrys schools so I was  all alone and the prime target  for bullying but these wern’t your average bullies they followed me  home then the next day came to my house and told my mum they were my friends so she allowed them in, I couldn’t get them out of my bedroom let alone the house when I finally got them out I went upstairs to find out they’d messed about with my turtles and the next day two of them were dead I blamed my self for not stopping them.

After that there were many smaller things and soon my whole life had been filled with sorrow, misfortune and deep dark secrets. I turned to cutting I know its bad but I can’t stop nothing has turned right for me noone even cares what I do to myself any more. I’m just one more teen with a sad story