Stop the world when you want to get off

Hello Lilielies,
Actually I have total recall of this lifetime…which is extremely rare…and not always a good thing…lol…but I also have basic memories of past lives…as well as memories from my NDE’s. I have been dead…but then we all have…so you talk to dead people every day…and some of them are still dead…emotionally. But seriously…when I was younger I did quite a bit of spirit work…and have always been able to sense and often see unincarnated spirits…and can also call…but it is too hard on me physically and emotionally…so I gave it up…will clean the odd house now and again…but only as a favour…I have not nor will I ever share my gifts for money. But that is not what I am here to do…so I don’t bother except in dire circumstances. Now about the suicides…it is no real sin to committ…but a real waste of potential…lol…for sure…but in the end…we keep coming back…not until we are perfect…until we learn…ahhhh…so what are we supposed to learn?…well the problem with that is we are all supposed to be learning something different…that is why no need for perfection in this reality…so for example…you might be here to learn to stand up for yourself and speak your mind…but you may not have to be generous or empathetic to achieve the lesson in this lifetime. So no perfection…just learning…you may have already learned empathy and generosity of spirit in another incarnation here or on other planets…who knows…why are we so hard on ourselves?…Is the media messaging that strong that we now expect we all have to be perfect to be successful human beings…what a load of baloney…but it’s making somebody rich…and a lot of people poor trying to maintain an image that doesn’t really matter in the end.
And don’t ever think you can’t be successful in this lifetime whether you were a suicide in a previous lifetime or not…our past is never held against us…just our present…and it’s never too late to learn…see I know why I was a suicide and that has made all the difference for me…so if you are so inclined…I hope there is something similiar offered in your area. But really…don’t give in to the illusion that suicide is any kind of an answer…it’s merely like being held back a year in school…not that big of a deal …but when you are in the astral realm with all your memories back…how are you gonna feel about giving up again?..I have already had that question answered. And can you be successful this time…of course you can…but your future starts now…what are you gonna do differently?..understand?…the hardest thing any of us has to do here is to learn to forgive…especially ourselves…it could be just that simple for many of us…but we won’t know until it’s too late…me I err on the side of caution no matter what.

Hope you find your way out of the woods soon
Namaste
Amakua