Today was the worst :/

Well if the title doesn’t say it all today sucked for me,well this is what happened. I’m on my break idk why but yea a week of no school ends today 🙁 I decided to hang with my best friend J and my girlfriend A and we started off at the mall ten we went to A’s house and stayed there a while. While at A’s house I was texting J’s crush B and we started secretly talking and A asked what we were saying and I int know what to do so I said no because B used to be her ex so why should she care anyways we told her and she was like “ok cool” but me and J kept on secretly talking about B and I guess A got in a bad mood and me and J we felt it and it was just pure hatred and anger but I couldn’t do anything eventually A told us to leave so we did. J and me walked around and talked about how the feelings were just nasty and stuff so I texted A and asked why she was mad to make sure but she didn’t text back instead she texted J and the text went sorta like this ” hey are you with silent if so don’t tell her anything” J of course read it to me out loud because he is my befriend of 3 years and we tell each other everything he asked me what to say I told him to tell A that I was with you but you wouldn’t tell me anything. After that J got a text that read ” E came out and she wanted to make silents life miserable, E Hates silent and blah blah” A has multiple personality disorder and so does J. I was in shock and A texted another thing that said something like this I can’t remember ” I might break up with silent because of this and that and about this and that and what not” I almost started to cry and we were in the middle of the street both me and J were in shock because I don’t wanna cry for her I had to repeatedly punch a metal pole she also said how C (another personality) wants to kill me I have never been hated before so I was like Woah and J simply said “don’t worry B will protect you” I asked him who was B and he said one of his personalities J has 5 and A has 2. I don’t like the fact that A is gonna break up with me and I know that but I don’t know when. Around 6pm we J texted A and E (personality that hates me) answered so we asked E why she hated me and E said things like because I act fake and like a shadow and I’m not loyal and stuff and E said how before I used to bring A so much joy but now I only ring her pain and I don’t mean to :/ *sigh* all I can do is wait I’m not afraid of them it’s just….I don’t mean to hurt A I love her and all but….if I’m hurting her somehow then I won’t fight for her anymore. I just want A to be happy so when the time comes I’m gonna try to act as calm as possible. V_V