I sit here in amazement as this beautiful world passes on by, just so slow, drifting along, like clouds floating through the sky. I’m seeing the future get created right in front of my eyes, I see so many brilliant people, doing such amazing things. Beautiful things, and everything is just too amazing. The beauty of what is going on is just to much for my undeserving eyes, i want to die, for the fact alone. Life is to amazing, and i’m here. I am undeserving of what has been bestowed on me, people everyday, every second want to die, and do, while i sit here and rot away into wastefull nothingness. I wish i could trade my life, for i don’t care to live, so i shouldn’t be alive, its not fair. I get cordon blue, while everyone else gets dirt. I’m disgusted with myself.
So i sit here, in amazement.