The girl love of my life dumped me after three years for another guy. I have struggled with depression before this but this really pushed me over the edge. I had done everything for this girl gave her the best two years of my highschool and she dumps me like trash. I don’t know what happiness is anymore. All day in school I think of ways I need to kill myself. She was the only thing that made me happy and now she’s sucking some guys cock. I tried to move on with other people but I find it impossible. I have sex but everything feels dead inside. I can’t find anything to make me smile. The only thing that has stopped me from slitting my throat my parents. They have done so much for me and are such good people, I don’t know how much longer that is going to stop me. I have to hold myself back from walking into on comin traffic. How could she just dump me to fuck another guy, we were supposed to get married.