Idk why but for some reason evreything has gone horribly wrong tonight and I am contemplating attempting suicide again but this time i want it to work unlike my past attempts where i have obviously failed.
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don’t do anything drastic, talk to us first
I just dont know what to do im tired of hurting tired of trying to get through this. Im tired of the only thing that helps me being a razor blade.
what are you trying to get through? what’s wrong. before you think i don’t get it, i’m holding a blade right now myself
Idk whats wrong im just hurting and i dont have a good explanation
do you have someone to call? what’s helped you in the past? the hurt won’t last forever, just focus on getting through tonight
don’t give in, i know you can do this
Im trying as hard as i can
i know how hard this is. and i know it gets to the point where fighting seems pointless, like it’s already won anyway so why not succumb. but there has to be hope for you. you just have to find it. what has helped in the past when you’ve felt like this? i reckon this has happened before?
A friend has helped but i guess i was just too much and i ran her off now its just me.
what’d she do to help? maybe i can assist? i’d be happy to be your friend if you let me
I honestly dont know now she just loved me i guess or at least i thought.
Hi there, if you don’t kno what’s wrong and ur just hurting with no explanation, the explanation is you are having a depressive episode. This is a feeling exactly like uv described that can be caused by stress, low blood sugar, a traumatic event , dream, or memory, or a hormone imbalance. It is totes normal and the best ways I’ve found to survive an episode are to -eat something, anything you are able to eat is good. If the first thing you eat is sugary like juice or candy, follow it up with something more substantial like bread, meat, pasta, rice, etc. Drink lots of water, but not all at once or ur stomach might go, and that will really help with crying or stress headaches. You’re crying away your water supply and stress-burning thru ur blood sugars. – Watch something: if ur online, u can probs watch shows, movies, trailers, or music videos online at YouTube , Hulu, Netflix, network sites, artist websites, etc. I kno you get sh;+ for too much tv or being online, but it’s better than committing suicide, so f that for now ; )
– listen to good music: I have Mumford & Sons on Pandora (free online radio) while I’m doing this – another good option: writing about how u feel. Share it or not…just getting of out of your head maks it better
Believe it or not, you will be a better person for surviving this. Treat yourself right, whether u think u deserve it or not and just keep going….good luck luv!
KeepGoing seemed to have some good suggestions. i honestly don’t have any clue why i am always getting suicidal impulses either. anyway, keep talking to us, we are here. i’m sorry your friend left. but there are many more people who care and many who you will meet in the future. don’t take away those possibilities
I just dont know if i want there to be a future for me.
Why not? You really never kno what ur life will look like in 3, 5, 10, or 20 years. For me tho, I could never have imagined I’d be where I am today. Life is a trip and you might be at a crappy reststop now, but that doesn’t mean ur not going somewhere sweet…
I just cant handle the pain anymore. Its constant some days i can put on a fake smile so i dont have to be questioned whats wrong a million times. But evreyday for me is a struggle im just going through the motions to get through another day of hell.
Have you ever talked to a counselor or therapist or nutritionist about how u feel? It really sounds like ur feeling depressed and there’s no way to fake your way thru it.
I have ive been on four different anti depressants none of which have worked. They diagnosed me with major clinical depression.